its okay its alright.fzal fzal fight fight fight
Assalamualaikum
Hey. I went to my grannys' just now.
Its good that I visit her. Sometimes I just enjoy the peace and quiet in that home when nobody's at home.
And when I listen to her 'nags' and 'advices'(ok maybe i dunt really listen)
but the point is, I get the opportunity to remind myself of my responsibilities in life
and in a way, humble myself and thus reminds myself not to take things for granted.
Its light reigniting the spark and supplying that extra fuel to make the fire even bigger.
Well.at least its applicable for my family aspect of life.
Sometimes, I get really confused.
I dunt expect to get anything nice in return,or even anything nice.
But to get negative remarks is like a knife through the heart.
It has always been that way I guess.
I may be naggy and B*****...
but thats because
I am only concerned of you
and yet...
..........*sighs*
Its okay. treat me however u like.
Be it mean, or sarcastic or disrespectful.
What matters the most is my sincerity.
Dear Allah, cleanse my heart of any filth intentions and purify it with sincerity
Give me the strength to overcome negativities with the best of solutions
And ease my heartache and bless me with happiness.
For YOU are the Almighty.
Ameen.
I will just be there if you need me :D
Go and eat your medicine lah you.
Goodnites everyone.
Faizal Fernandez
11:31 PM
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