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Faizal Fernandez
16 October 1988
yamakasi_sittingbull@hotmail.com
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22 June 2010
Assalamualaikum
Hi.
I am just disappointed. I think my heart feels like it just dropped.
I can't believe that I let what happened 2 days ago affect how I think.
Like how I keep thinking about you.
I was not even paying attention to myself or the road, for the matter that i was riding.
You just kept beating my spirit and keeping me down.
I knew I should have just left way earlier and not see what I saw.
God just has HIS ways in showing me 'this' kind of thinglike how he showed my dad.
Gosh. This 'ability' sucks in a way. But I guess good in its own ways.
Ive waited the whole day for you because I wanted to have lunch with you.
I waited and didn't eat anything the whole day because I wanted to have lunch with you.
But you didn't even care.
Oh Mr.S. why did you have to stop me and make me chat with you.
Its been only a full week since im officially jobless.
But its really taxing my mind.
With the above mentioned emotional and spiritual breakdown,
its not helping with rejections from companies either.
I hope I get a job by the end of july.
Today was a bad day.
From the aftermath and ripple action of sunday's trauma
had already made me unwanting to start with the day and work.
The summon later made it worst.
That was so unnecessary.
Thanks.
This post is so depressing.
I miss 20th February 2010.
to you: GOod luck with your new one/s
Assalamualaikum
Hi.
I am just disappointed. I think my heart feels like it just dropped.
I can't believe that I let what happened 2 days ago affect how I think.
Like how I keep thinking about you.
I was not even paying attention to myself or the road, for the matter that i was riding.
You just kept beating my spirit and keeping me down.
I knew I should have just left way earlier and not see what I saw.
God just has HIS ways in showing me 'this' kind of thinglike how he showed my dad.
Gosh. This 'ability' sucks in a way. But I guess good in its own ways.
Ive waited the whole day for you because I wanted to have lunch with you.
I waited and didn't eat anything the whole day because I wanted to have lunch with you.
But you didn't even care.
Oh Mr.S. why did you have to stop me and make me chat with you.
Its been only a full week since im officially jobless.
But its really taxing my mind.
With the above mentioned emotional and spiritual breakdown,
its not helping with rejections from companies either.
I hope I get a job by the end of july.
Today was a bad day.
From the aftermath and ripple action of sunday's trauma
had already made me unwanting to start with the day and work.
The summon later made it worst.
That was so unnecessary.
Thanks.
This post is so depressing.
I miss 20th February 2010.
to you: GOod luck with your new one/s
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
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