O L A.
I just woke up. at noon.
Wow.
Its been like...since primary school since i woke up this late at any single day.
Since those younger days when u had nothing to worry about.
I wish its as simple as having an exhaust pipe
and letting loose those fumes and the waste whatnots.
But when there is really no channel for me to transfer all those that im not supposed to keep,
It gets harder as the pressure builds up.
And in that case, I really have no choice but to keep it inside.
I miss those times when I could keep it all inside.
I miss those times when I was good at it.
I miss those times when because of that, I got stronger.
I miss those times when I didn't put myself ahead of others.
Bye
Faizal Fernandez
12:15 PM
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