ok.its 9am now.i dint go back to sleep after subuh jus now. and i just finished cleaning up my room which is so friggin' dusty.even though mom is at home not working, she doesnt even bother to help clean it.and my packing session turned to be a walk down memory lane with all those stuffs i keep.i like to keep stuffs.and yah.it will always turn to be a walking-down-memory-lane session instead of packing or cleaning up.
things storming in my mind since yesterday night.
But well.Sunday.ditched my friends.sorry man. it was uncalled for.
However it was not a total loss.Late night at Macs with a company and not worrying on how to get home or if theres the last bus or whatsoever. Pain in the stomach cause of hunger but no appetite to eat.Strawberry Milkshake accompanied by bits of McChicken and some fries dipped in curry and bbq sauce. not forgetting the cold keropok lekor.heh. Sure was a nice way to laze ur way through the late night. Walking distance of connection.
But soon.all that is going to end.in a few days time. Not just that.to almost everything.everything i hold dear.
Friends.goodbye.ok not goodbye.its reachable.but still. So far away.from friends.school.gosh.why does have to be like this?
This single word of action.brings back all memories. Especially bad ones.of how lonely u really are and u have to be independent and strong.me i mean. tat dark age of mine.
Somehow things like THESE like happen at the time where ur patience is most vulnerable and it is being tested.THESE things i refer to is hard to explain.
GOD.please give me the strength.
Even the cats are going to be let off.*sob sob*
WOuld u comfort me as well as how u never fail to make me smile and laugh everytime?