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Faizal Fernandez
16 October 1988
yamakasi_sittingbull@hotmail.com
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26 September 2007
Assalamualaikum
Like once again.im here.again.heh.
this time round.i dint go to sleep the nite.
seriously.im doing what i i shudnt be doing
in the fasting month.no.tt sounded wrong.
im not doing what im supposed to be doing.
yes.tts more like it.well.getting from bad to
worst.
Anyway.Niteshift at the macs just now was
good.Much things to be discussed.And
debated.hot hot hot topics.It became quite
stagnant in the middle.but ended with
very amusingly hot topics and discoveries
which almost cud not have ended if i did not
point out the time that its almost time
for sahur.or time when the mums were soon
going to wake up.
well...
I dunoe if im going to sleep in the hot sun today.
we will see.
take cares 'republic poly'
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
5:34 AM
25 September 2007
Assalamualaikum
ok.its 9am now.i dint go back to sleep after subuh jus now.
and i just finished cleaning up my room which is so
friggin' dusty.even though mom is at home not working,
she doesnt even bother to help clean it.and my packing
session turned to be a walk down memory lane with all
those stuffs i keep.i like to keep stuffs.and yah.it will
always turn to be a walking-down-memory-lane session
instead of packing or cleaning up.
things storming in my mind since yesterday night.
But well.Sunday.ditched my friends.sorry man.
it was uncalled for.
However it was not a total loss.Late night at Macs
with a company and not worrying on how to get home
or if theres the last bus or whatsoever.
Pain in the stomach cause of hunger but no appetite
to eat.Strawberry Milkshake accompanied by bits of
McChicken and some fries dipped in curry and bbq sauce.
not forgetting the cold keropok lekor.heh.
Sure was a nice way to laze ur way through the late night.
Walking distance of connection.
But soon.all that is going to end.in a few days time.
Not just that.to almost everything.everything i hold dear.
Friends.goodbye.ok not goodbye.its reachable.but still.
So far away.from friends.school.gosh.why does have to
be like this?
This single word of action.brings back all memories.
Especially bad ones.of how lonely u really are
and u have to be independent and strong.me i mean.
tat dark age of mine.
Somehow things like THESE like happen at the time
where ur patience is most vulnerable and it is being
tested.THESE things i refer to is hard to explain.
GOD.please give me the strength.
Even the cats are going to be let off.*sob sob*
WOuld u comfort me as well as how u never fail to
make me smile and laugh everytime?
Da ludah nak jilat balik?? =D
ASsalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
8:59 AM
20 September 2007
Assalamualaikum
I just have a single thing to say.
I miss having chocolate oreo ice blended.
and i wana have them again.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
11:11 PM
18 September 2007
Assalamualaikum
So far.the fasting has still been manageable.
This year's fasting has been challenging.
for the past what 10 years plus fasting.
it never occured to me that it wud become
even more challenging than before.ive
always thought i would definitely face it.
not so easy.but not so much complains.
this year.i have complains.quite a few i tot.
but i shall not rant about it.
but the atmosphere is totally different.
meaning.me having the cptc training till 8.
not being at home to with mom.and bro.
to USUALLY wait when is the guy on the
radio going to stop talking.heh.well.tt was a norm
but we were not so mean bt we were patient.
i think its not just the weekdays.
even on weekends.im not even at home for
the whole long day.
thats nothing though.
i guess mom is quite lonely.dun know if the
hubby comes back home on time or what.
but this year's ramadhan is somewhat 'lonely'
for her??as her sweetheart son is away in camp.
nothing much from me but i just pity him
for having to have gone into camp.first day and
everything on the first day of ramadhan.
thats like a bummer.and i guess its tough for him.
well.i guess.this year.the family has its fair shares.
and nobody is having the mood for that 1st Syawal.
i think.and i may have to work on that day.what man.
Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene
It was the roar of the crowd,
That gave me heartache to sing
It was a lie when they smiled
And said you won’t feel a thing
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting
Yeah yeah
Whoa
If im so wrong, (so wrong, so wrong)
Can you listen to it all night long?
(Night long, night long)
Oh will it matter, after I’m gone
Because you never learned a goddamned thing
You're just a sad song, with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I’m wrong
This never meant nothing, to you
I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I can watch all my heroes
Sell a car on TV
Bring out the old guillotine
We’ll show them what we all mean
Yeah, yeah
ohhh
If I’m so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
Can you listen to it all night long?
(Night long, night long)
Now will it matter, after im gone?
Because you never learned a goddamned thing?
It’s just a sad song, with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay.
And if you think that I’m wrong, this never meant nothing to you
So go,
Alright
Just go
Right away
But where did you run to?
Where did you hide?
Go find another way
Price you pay
Whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa
Well, well
You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a lifelong, wait for a hospital stay
And if you think im wrong
This never meant nothing to you
Come on
You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a lifelong, wait for a hospital stay
And if you think I’m wrong
This never meant nothing to you.
At all
At all
At all
At all
Song lyrics from "Disenchanted" by MCR
i Feel connected to that song.hair stands
all over when i listen to it.
Nenek said: takmu pikir pasal perempuan2
ni sume dulu.keje betul2 and kumpul duit dulu.
OR SOMETHING like that.haha.
Assalamualaikum
So far.the fasting has still been manageable.
This year's fasting has been challenging.
for the past what 10 years plus fasting.
it never occured to me that it wud become
even more challenging than before.ive
always thought i would definitely face it.
not so easy.but not so much complains.
this year.i have complains.quite a few i tot.
but i shall not rant about it.
but the atmosphere is totally different.
meaning.me having the cptc training till 8.
not being at home to with mom.and bro.
to USUALLY wait when is the guy on the
radio going to stop talking.heh.well.tt was a norm
but we were not so mean bt we were patient.
i think its not just the weekdays.
even on weekends.im not even at home for
the whole long day.
thats nothing though.
i guess mom is quite lonely.dun know if the
hubby comes back home on time or what.
but this year's ramadhan is somewhat 'lonely'
for her??as her sweetheart son is away in camp.
nothing much from me but i just pity him
for having to have gone into camp.first day and
everything on the first day of ramadhan.
thats like a bummer.and i guess its tough for him.
well.i guess.this year.the family has its fair shares.
and nobody is having the mood for that 1st Syawal.
i think.and i may have to work on that day.what man.
Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene
It was the roar of the crowd,
That gave me heartache to sing
It was a lie when they smiled
And said you won’t feel a thing
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting
Yeah yeah
Whoa
If im so wrong, (so wrong, so wrong)
Can you listen to it all night long?
(Night long, night long)
Oh will it matter, after I’m gone
Because you never learned a goddamned thing
You're just a sad song, with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I’m wrong
This never meant nothing, to you
I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I can watch all my heroes
Sell a car on TV
Bring out the old guillotine
We’ll show them what we all mean
Yeah, yeah
ohhh
If I’m so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
Can you listen to it all night long?
(Night long, night long)
Now will it matter, after im gone?
Because you never learned a goddamned thing?
It’s just a sad song, with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay.
And if you think that I’m wrong, this never meant nothing to you
So go,
Alright
Just go
Right away
But where did you run to?
Where did you hide?
Go find another way
Price you pay
Whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa
Well, well
You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a lifelong, wait for a hospital stay
And if you think im wrong
This never meant nothing to you
Come on
You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a lifelong, wait for a hospital stay
And if you think I’m wrong
This never meant nothing to you.
At all
At all
At all
At all
Song lyrics from "Disenchanted" by MCR
i Feel connected to that song.hair stands
all over when i listen to it.
Nenek said: takmu pikir pasal perempuan2
ni sume dulu.keje betul2 and kumpul duit dulu.
OR SOMETHING like that.haha.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
5:55 AM
15 September 2007
Assalamualaikum
ok here at 534am in the morning.saturday of 15 sept.
3rd day of fasting in the holy month of ramadhan.
yesterday i tried so hard to keep my itchy fingers
off the phone.to avoid sms someone.i want to.
bt i tried hard not to.and i miss you so.
well.and i forgot.happy fasting to all!
muslims i mean.
well.the 2nd day of fasting was really hard.
generally.i think this year for me.is really.
really i mean going to be a tough one.
i mean w all the work.and workload at
that training centre.wah.ok lets better not say.
cos it might get me in trouble.
things that happen between the students there
was also really quite intimidating.
my my.and yeah.got lots of work later
all the way from morning to at nite.
dunoe if i can take it.i mean i can.
its just that.by the end of the day.
im really going to be just really exhausted.
its prayers time now.
i gtg sleep after tt.
work work work
ASsalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
5:34 AM
12 September 2007
Assalamualaikum
Ok.now honestly.no idea on whats happening.
Things were nice.
I would always be smiling from ear to ear.
Like really literally.At the end of the day,
realising that my cheeks are too tired.
It was nice to feel that once again.
and how i wish that could still go on.
thats it for now.
just do not break my heart.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
10:15 PM
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