HEllo hello.Ive been busy.with camps. Enjoying them as well.It was not easy. But it sure was worth it.Especially the last day. Or the campfire itself when tears start to roll. I myself almost did.but but.heh.i diverted it.
Its sure something that u can really appreciate. From a campers point of view changed to the ones conducting the camp or the instructors shoes.
Its something that i can really be proud of. having so much authority.at the same time having the power of influence.the dream.the wish. something that i could really put it to GOOD use. being the person i am.this is the only ways i can and i have that allows me to fulfill my dreams. in every smallest way possible.small.but humble.
UNlike some people.who do not even practise what they preach.such losers.but its just typically too nice of me to even care what they think when I know that they do not deserve any small bit of it.
Well.it was nice.the memories.i just wish some people are not afraid to face changes.for the better. I mean.whats the harm of trying something new. not be afraid.and imrpove urself.
What else what else?im bombarding with everything i can think of whatnots and nonsensical opinions im typing anything spontaneously.
yah.and i had my presentation yesterday.and it was ok.well.not really.i stuttered abit.more than i expeceted. cos i dint care.and honestly i dun care how i did.haha.
Well.i try not to get too emotionally attached to the campers. haiz.but its really something that i get to play a big part in their lives.not really big.but i hope they can remember. all this time in their camp and in the future.in turn. help others as how i did with them.