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Faizal Fernandez
16 October 1988
yamakasi_sittingbull@hotmail.com
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30 August 2007
Assalamualaikum
HEy.ive went overboard.in many ways.
Upset miss nor Ann.during training.
upset miss ninja.this time.too much.
Seriously.i think im at the point in my life.
when im stronger being alone.i dunoe if im
really stronger.i think i expect someone to
talk to me.yes.but.the person will have a very
very very VERY hard time connecting with
me as i will be freakingly irritating with
sarcasm and harsh words.hmm.i dunoe.
im sorry.
to miss cleopatra.hah.u went offline.hmm.
Miss ninja.im really sorry.
From what i know about myself.i know.that.
this is seriously the nurse's department.
she should know well about this part in my life.
ahhh.i dunoe what im saying.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
8:26 PM
28 August 2007
Assalamualaikum
HEllo hello.Ive been busy.with camps.
Enjoying them as well.It was not easy.
But it sure was worth it.Especially the last day.
Or the campfire itself when tears start to roll.
I myself almost did.but but.heh.i diverted it.
Its sure something that u can really appreciate.
From a campers point of view changed to the ones
conducting the camp or the instructors shoes.
Its something that i can really be proud of.
having so much authority.at the same time
having the power of influence.the dream.the wish.
something that i could really put it to GOOD use.
being the person i am.this is the only ways i can
and i have that allows me to fulfill my dreams.
in every smallest way possible.small.but humble.
UNlike some people.who do not even practise what
they preach.such losers.but its just typically too
nice of me to even care what they think when I
know that they do not deserve any small bit of it.
Well.it was nice.the memories.i just wish some
people are not afraid to face changes.for the better.
I mean.whats the harm of trying something new.
not be afraid.and imrpove urself.
What else what else?im bombarding with everything
i can think of whatnots and nonsensical opinions
im typing anything spontaneously.
yah.and i had my presentation yesterday.and it was
ok.well.not really.i stuttered abit.more than i expeceted.
cos i dint care.and honestly i dun care how i did.haha.
Well.i try not to get too emotionally attached to the campers.
haiz.but its really something that i get to play a big part
in their lives.not really big.but i hope they can remember.
all this time in their camp and in the future.in turn.
help others as how i did with them.
question: what have you done to change yourself??
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
12:26 PM
11 August 2007
Assalamualaikum
Yesssssaaaaaaahhhh!!!!
haha like finally.its been so long.yet so quick i should say.
man.i feel rather sad.very sad in fact.hah.well.
This week.This last week, has been a blast.
Syukur Alhamdullilah.Thank God for His grace.
I am really thankful to His greatness.
Monday was nerve racking from morning all the way till noon.
But it was great.Great results.
Tuesday.The 2 chemists treat me lunch at my favorite place.
AVENUE 1.heh.we seldom go there cos its too far.but but.
since we had so called made other plans.we decided to go
there on tuesday.wait.this is on wednesday man.yeah.ok
sorry.this was on wednesday.
Tuesday.All of them treat me pizza hut yeah.wahh.nice.
weee.hoho.tried the cheesy thing u can pull.
now wednesday was the one that my dear chemist and the
other chemist treat me at AVENUE 1 for lunch.hah.
its just simply wonderful i tell you.
WEll.miss bong wasnt already there.so yeah.
and then training.al azhar after a long time.misses.
car ride.thru the new road near gombak.
aisha wanted to go to the cemetery but missed the turn.haha.
selamat selamat.went to another spooky location instead.
talk talk.talk cock.all the way home.
National day weee weee wahh wahh.nothing much to say.
okok many people.red and white umbrellas.fireworks.
bleagh.nice bag.long ride home.camwhoring on the go.
as usual.its like there is someone there but ur not really
sure if he/she there anot.right aqi??
ps: i want my umbrella.no.umbrellas.haha.
friday friday.back to work.last day.gave them some chocs.
that mat bubble ah.say wana bring see bikes at jalan kayu.
then in the end, he took time off.but then we made it happen.
once again.actually just the 3 of us.but invited one more along.
so yeah.we went to jalan kayu to want to eat madjack.but.
we passed a bike shoop.which we thought would be closed.so.
we just paid it a visit.not knowing what i wanted to ask even.
haha.look look ask ask.getting amazed by the new models.
haha
then we went off to dinner.wah.nice man.fulllllfilllllinnnggg.
damn.i finished all my dear chemist's extra chips and the
extra spicy cheesy fries we ordered.i was gamED man.haha.
then she still wanted to try the brownie.haha.siao.we shared.
but I STILL HAD TO CLEAN IT UPP.haha u know wat i mean.
i think i can confidently say that my stomach has expanded to
ALMOST 3 times its original hungry size.but dammmmnnn.
the brownie was goo.......ooooooooooo.........ddddddddddddd!!!!
some day.again.haha.i dunoe when.
then it was goodbye.damn.i actually cannot believe that
i will never see these people again.especially my dear chemist.
heh.aqi suggested smtg.which what miss bong did.who knows.
i had already actually having that thought since a month ago.
well well.we will see.time will tell.its still a long way to go.
for me that is.haha.im still very young.compared to those there.
by the time i go there.maybe i would already see new face there.
so well well.hmmm.im sad lah.
well good bye to them.misses too.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
9:35 PM
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