tAnGkAp HeNsEm!!!
AssalamualaikumHey now its in the day and im much much fresher.Well Well.I forgot to mention some things.Erm I just had to add thank you.Thank you.For all the good times that we spent together.I am really gonna miss those times.Those laughter i had.Hard to stop.I enjoyed myself.I hoped you did too.But well...your thoughts differ.It was nice to know I was that someone.Thanks for everything.Thank you so very much for your love.WEll anw anw.I was looking so smart yesterday.Tak boleh angkat ah.HAha dengan blazer2 sekali.Tangkap hensem seketika. Maklumlah.WEll there were alot of people there.Alot of girls.And the guy was like...haha!!And you know.I noticed this one girl.WEll he did too.BUt...BUt i did not really bother or made such a big fuss out of it.When the whole thing was over,We wanted to take the mrt and i needed the gentsHe asked whether i wanted to go and he wanted to wait cos apparently...she was there near the control station.He mentioned he purposely wanted to waitSo well well.What a guy.Since he was going on and on about that girl,i added.The girl looked like one of the friends.Riang RIA.haha.BUt this gal was more.She looked so sweet and innocent.So white and wah like perfect(quoted by the guy)haha.Well well.I was not really bothered ah.I only glanced and glanced.I guess the guy took a long good look at her lah.He was so mesmeirsed by her.LOL.Today is rest day!! WEe!! After tmr.Its going to be going down at the fast lane.Gonna be busy busy busy.Gonna miss some people.See you soon people.haha well if i have the time i will drop by.More car rides???hoho!!! thankz alot!AssalamualaikumLabels: WhAt GoEs ArOuNd CoMEs ArOuNd
Faizal Fernandez
12:42 PM
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SLeEpy HEaD
Assalamualaikum
OK im full of "I really do not have much to say animore"
Ive been occupied with stuffs that is tiring and well...
I guess it helps me in a way.I feel tired.I feel numb.
Too tired that i do not really bother much about it.
I am just too hurt.Even if there were any hope.For me?
Then i guess it will take more time.To REestablish everything.
IF it were possible.IF there were any hope. IT would take a longer
time.To heal, and then start everything from scratch.
I am just feeling numb and senses do not really work well.
I guess aqi did somethings that really portrayed the real me.
BUt being the person I am.I am just too nice and really willing
to give in.Or maybe im afraid? Whatever lah.Sukehati kamu.
I guess i had to thank her for that.Standing up for me.
Although the outcome is not good,I still really appreciate it.
Anw anw thanks alot for the car ride home yesterday nite.
And All those car rides before.He should stop.Really.
Nanti aku naik lemak karang.Hoho.best best.
I just have nothing much to say already...confused and retarded IS there really any hope??
Assalamualaikum
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Faizal Fernandez
12:40 AM
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cRaSh fALLinG dOwN
Assalamualaikum
Some people are just like oh my god can.
So kental of me to say that but well its true.
Its true its true its damn true.
Ive been busy.Happily busy with work and stuffs.
Being occupied with stuffs is good and helps me from
not thinking too much.So well thats good.
I was totally shack from 12 hours of work.
And some crazy colleagues and funny lame stuffs.
And you called but then i was too tired.
Someone else called as well.it was jill.I did not know.
Well i was sleeping in the bus and was just dead.
So i just turned off the call like how i do with alarms.
So sorry. You told me it was urgent.So i called back.
I was like lazy to entertain anything about that animore.
You know and i know.So well.WE talked the next day,
I was so loving it lah.Thankz super alot lah eh.
Really appreciate it and not enough expressed.
Its good to feel too tired and see that you do not really care.
Anw today i was supposed to do some things.My own plan.
Like going to grandma's place but i woke up late so i did not go.
And well had to rush all over lah. And thanks for the DUNNER!!
i was so weak and nauseous today cos havent eaten the whole day.
Had not really much time to do so.Run here and there.
On wednesday.FOund some unknown stuffs about you.LOL.
SO taken aback by it.Dunnoe y.Really made me smile.OF course.
Not really in a good way.Haha only God knows.Oh well.
On sunday was working.You were complaining.Well.It is.
Complicated.You made it complicated as well.But yeah.
From others point of view it was quite clear and straightforward.
Although what he did was unappropriate,I agree,you should not fret.
And i told you something.Something i made up spontaneously.
Which i was and still proud of.I dunnoe if any of them really understood.
You should not look at the one who put it down...
See the one who picked it up...
Woah if u really think about it then you should know...
EDITED
haha oh yah i forgot.Apparently mom and i talked. About stuffs.
about you, him and her and you and haha...LOL
basically about quite a number of people. Cos she saw you earlier.
Hah lol.FInally.There is something that mom said anything.
hehe!! it was fun cos it was unexpected and quite nice lah.
Assalamualaikum
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Faizal Fernandez
10:59 PM
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Assalamualaikum
ON sunday nite. Had a dream abt you.As u were there.
Enjoying yourself.I dreamt that you had someone else.
And no doubt about it.It came true and proven so.
There were so many things that i still have yet to do.
But i guess...(i have to go)
I was angry yesterday.DUnnoe y.And aqi.What a bonus
question that you asked.Obvious enough.
Its 7am and i have to rush off to work now.
I will see myself tonite.If im not too shack that is.
''
See you
Assalamualaikum
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Faizal Fernandez
6:53 AM
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GrEat MiNdS tHiNk ALiKe!!!
Assalamualaikum
WEEE!!! I am so loving this new skin and the layout.
And the everything thing thing...???..Edited by the GOodF.
ThankZ alots lah!! Personalised by her some more.
JUst like how i wanted it to be. Never actually remembered.
I mean remembered to ask her to do help change or yah.
Well its nice lah!! ahhh! so gorgeous lah.Thanks many2!
So nice of you to help me out with this lah! peace Aqi!!
And yeah...thankz alot for the post too. Well i dunnoe lah.
What i say maybe true and yeah.Really appreciate it.
All the support.These feelings.I dunnoe if i can gt over it.
TIme will tell.TIll then you will see me like that.
NOt important??? hahaha!!! LOL!! crazy me.
Thank you so the very much lah!! Cannot thank u enough.
No werds can express so much as these.
Assalamualaikum
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Faizal Fernandez
6:32 PM
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nite nites
AssalamualaikumIm still surprised why im still awake and ONLINE at this hour.Hmm..Nenek is asleep.EVeryone is asleep.Even the cat is oredi asleep.well well.Everytime i see my nenek it is always the same thing.Iyelah nek.Well well i know she is sulking over me lah. But she ah.Well so stubborn sometimes. When i want to take care of her, she doesnt want.Cos i know that she has that other grand daughter tt she has tt can take verywell of her.Got money lah of course. Haha. There are always politics in the family.LOL what can i say.If roots are not good, so is the plant.Which is now me.I guess i will never...blah blah blah... I should be going to sleep lah...LOL Nites. AssalamualaikumLabels: StiLL tHiNkiNg Of yOu
Faizal Fernandez
2:03 AM
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h0HO!!!
ASsalamualaikumASsalamualaikum haha this is my favorite pict i guess.Had to bend the neck cos i was
too tall.
FElt unwelcomed. Cos u know...i was just feeling awkward with what had just happened.Was just sharing their happiness.So yah.
Well but i felt better.Numb but good. The 2 galz was like dancing off their money.So giler seh drg tu. omg!! and shuk.Wahlao.
Selagi die tk menang.Aiyo!! i think jill was like the champion of air hockey seh. LOL and that aqi and the rest were like forcing me
to daytona with them.Didnt want to.But well.Wat the heck!! LOL and i lost!! well tt was the first time i played ANY ARCADE game for like almost...erm...6 years!!! wow!! tts amazing!! since back in sec 1 seh.HOHO!! BOinkz!! LOL was nervous when playing it.Leg shaking.
den tt guy challenged me to the superbike fast and furious thing bike game.HOHO!! funny!! but it was fun!! cool!!
Feeling feeling rider sikit.LOL nanti da dapat motor baru leh riding bawak diri kat malaysia kepe.haha!! sekarang arcade pun jadik.
hoho. Well i guess tts for now.
Assalamualaikum
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Faizal Fernandez
8:18 PM
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g0gO PoWEr RaNgER
Assalamualaikum
LOL.Hehe ive been busy.Erm with mugging and stuffs.
Yesterday was alot of busy stuffs and paperwork and yah.
Anw on monday nite.I mean the early tuesday morning.
Had a nice chat with my sugary brownie for like 3 full hours.
So nice to get to do that like once in awhil cos u know i know.
And yah i was supposed to have a bad headache and thanks to you.
Haha i was fine.Or rather i was feeling much better and "high"
Like it was what...11 am oredi or 1130 am oredi right dear??
Haha so we chatted and chatted .So much things to talk about.
Then someone wanted to go to the toilet and then wanted to hang up.
BUt then but then still carried on for awhile more.haha!!
So yah.Then I slept like at 4 am.HoHo! Woke up at 930am. unlike the dara.
HOHo.I am so like going bonkerz for you.LOL.
OH my god!!My mom is being a bugger right now at 1109pm on 7 feb07.
She is imitating some cik pon and yah.Making tt stupid mengilai sound.
She pangseh-ed me for two nites.We wanted to stay up late nite till 12
becos we wanted to hear the scary show on radio which starts at 12am.
Or rather the show that have callers telling some scary shit that happened to them.
So yah.LOL.The first nite she was feeling unwell-fluish.Then slept.
Intending to wake up at 12 but in the end did not.And i just waited.LOL.
Luckily got my sayang to accompany thru the nite after that.
Haha den yesterday.After the so expected failure.Came home and she oredi slept.
AGAIN!! planned earlier on in the day to watch. LOL.BUIH for the second time!!
haha ibu ibu. Anw tt time she told me she listened to it before.That was what
that made us to want to listen to it together.But then she was afraid.SO yah.
She listened to it half way and then switched it off cos she was too afraid as the
background music was makin her hair stand.LOL.penakut jugak ibu aku ni ye.
haha patutlah aku pun macam gituk.KEKEKE.BOINKz!!!
LOL.Anw anw just now at 9 plus went out with the family just to follow the bro
to check whether his pay had checked into the account.SO no it has not.
So we actually wanted to bring the BIG kitten along.THe stepdad prepared the
trolley.Trolley pergi pasarnye tu.Then after that covered the top with cardboard box.
Pushed the trolley at the lift and the cat was oredi making some noises.
Ya know those cries.Aiyah it was meow-ing lah but like in a sad manner with
a super low tone at the end of the meow.LOL. IT was scared uhh.I think it thinks
that we wanna throw it away.Hoho.No way! we love ya tiger!! hehe.Kesian die.
Nasib baik.My mum was saying "Baru sampai lift da macam gituk" and the rest
of us laughed.hoho.Wait i wanna eat some ice cream we bought earlier on.LOL.
AHA.Ermm.WEll i guess ill continue the rest of the story of my mum and the kat
next time uh.
To the friend:LOL i know i cannot help you much and its been hard on you.
What you have been through has been too much lah.I wunt know.Cos im not
the one carrying the burden or facing the problem.I can only say.So yah.
Anytime u need me you know where to find me yah.Be strong like you are
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
10:58 PM
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Assalamualaikum
Erm.I will just have a brief post today orh.
Not feeling so good.
Had some few bad start to the day.LOL.
Yah ok now since i remember.Im jus gona go with it.
SOme people ah.Give them face.BUt then ah.
They keep on buggin you.I mean ive been trying to be nice.
LAyankan ajek.TApi bile dah menyusahkan org tu satu hal.
LOL.He called in the bus as i was studying and somehow...
i dropped the fone and well my fone slipped down in the bus.
So embarassing.Had to stand up and bend down to find it.
And the stupid guy who sat infront did not even bother to find the fone.
But still acted cool.LOL.
He kept msging and calling uhh.So irritating.Go already.
May you have a safe trip to and from over there and change urself or smtg.
Then alighted the bus and waited for the next bus.
Ahmad came soon after.Lucky for me i had a friend to go school to.
So anw it was a coincidence so yah.Then i waited.We waited and chat.
LOL.I was standing just outside the bus shelter and...
there were birds flying above the trees or in the trees or smtg.
And kelepuk!!! a small stone dropped onto my head.LOL.
The day was draggy ah.LOL tt 2 to 330 was quite ok.
Although there were some things that went on.
LOL.Im tired.ASk me if u wanna know.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
10:52 PM
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Assalamualaikum
AS the nite turns dark.
As the clouds clear out.
The moon shone brightly.
So beautiful.So bright.
Just like my love for you.
Strong and everlasting.
When it is not in the nite sky.
Its still there.but just covered
by the natural phenomenon of
the moon.
I LOVE YOU.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
11:08 PM
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chAnNeL DrEaMLaNd
Assalamualaikum
I remembered my dream when I was on my way to school in the bus.
Apparently it was triggered something to do when the bus was moving fast.
I remembered a part that i was running so yah remembered the whole thing.
At first i was riding a bike. well illegally.LOL.I do not have a license.
I was playing with it lah actually because i wanted to prepare myself for enrolment.
Then somehow i went on the road and so called like practising the changing of gears
and also practising of the turning and turning on and off the signals.So yah.
Then i reached this junction and i wanted to turn right and yeah suddenly
i felt nervous because apparently i just realised that i do not have a license
and i would be in a whole lot of great trouble if i were to get caught by the police.
So i felt guilty and nervous that i migh make a mistake and attract attention
or raise suspicions that i do not have a license or so.So i sort of felt very nervous.
Started to sweat like mad and then quickly turned right once the light turned yellow.
So then when turned right,the bike suddenly made some noises.I checked it out.
And found out that the front tyre was MISSING!!! LOL.The whole front tyres and rim.
WEll.Dun ask me how that happened.I also dont know how it happened.
Its a dream.Anything can happen.Anything is possible.Nothing is impossible.
Impossible is nothing.
Well anw anw.After that dunnoe what happen.I stopped and had to run away.
Dunnoe run away from what.I think the police ah.LOL.SO i ran.
RAn and le parkour-ed.LOL.Dunnoe suddenly met this "someone's mother"
dunnoe who also.Apparently she also needed to run away from the police dunnoe why.
And surprisingly also she also knows how to le parkour.But she could not do it as well
as me simply because she was more aged than me.So yah.Like that.Then we parkour-ed
through the neighbourhood and it was exciting.I ran and ran and ran and ran.
Amazingly i had the stamina to do so.Was so energetic.And the end.
The dream kind of ended there.LOL.
We will continue on the next exciting episode of...
FAZIE's wild and amazing adventures at 1am
on channel DreAm5land.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
9:16 PM
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pRoJEct!!!
Assalamualaikum
It is nice to know that at least some people agree with me.
Some people are just on the wrong channels.You know.
When they are at different frequencies.A different level.
Dunnoe what the hell are they talking about.Right aqi??
Haha!! I watched you.You were so cute lah sayang.
I love the first part when starting.So sexy!!
Heys! aha.Last nite.Slept like super late.LOL.
I was working on a "project".A very important one.
I was so excited once i got the idea and so yah was so enthusiastic in doing it.
Although it was already late and usually i would have fallen asleep.
Plus i slept late the nite before too.LOL.It is a very importan thing.So yah.
Put my heart and soul into it.Signed, Sealed and Delivered. Im yours.
My handwriting might a little be unpleasant but...LOL
Its nothing much but i really hope you will like it.HEE!!
I love ya so much!!
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
7:59 PM
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