drops
Assalamualaikum
Arites.Erm been almost 2 weeks.
Still not white yet.
Anw, met up w the rest.Aites it was cool.
Caught up w the old fren.
She seemed much better.Much better than her.
Today was aites.Was not really a bore.
Thanks alot for accompanying me.
Really so appreciate it really much.
Drops are really not my thing.
They are already so super sensitive.
Busy with life and then going for such visits,
really reminded me on how problematic they are.
Im a sick person.
And problematic too.
Anw thanks for the day !!!
the day ended w heavy rain and a bus ride home.
Finally.
What goes around comes around.
ASsalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
9:13 PM
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CliNiCaL kiLLs
Assalamualaikum
The early afternoon at the clinic was fine and not fine.
Started out ok.Waiting and more waiting.
Waited and waited even more.
Got through and it was short.
Waited yet even more again.
Killer cries.
Deadly virus inside the two tunnels.
Endless worries at the back of the head.
Missed the tutorial.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
8:06 PM
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****
Assalamualaikum
Fuck.
I am at my wits end.
Sucks man. What the fish lah. Where am i gonna get that sum?
I only have enough for something but have to use it for something else.
So that means i am going nowhere.
I am back to square one.
Fuck.
That is one of the many words that is so cool!!
You wanna know y?
It is because on a tagboard, when you type out that word.
It automatically comes out as ****.
I just found that out.
So cool!!
BUt too bad. I have the rights to my opinion.
So fuck fuck fuck.
AND fuck.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
2:17 PM
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what are the chances??
Assalamualaikum
HAd a wonderful saturday.Sort of.Went recce at ubin and then to dayanas place.
Was so unexpected.We were supposed to be the guests and instead, became the bbqist!!
Alrites no complains abt it.
Bbq ing w two crazy guys equals to crazy fun!!
Fucked up friends.
Played with the kids.
The kids learnt the bad stuffs from them and us.
So sad.
Managed to bond with that small guy.
Cute peter!
Hope to swing u around again sometime soon.
Oh oh!!Anw anw.What are the chances???
What are the chances when u are down and u come back home to find a small joy at home in the toilet.
Literally small.
haha cute!!
wats up w PB man.Y bother abt someone else??
Buzz off
If im so wrong
how can u listen all night long
now will it matter after im gone
because u never learn a god damn thing
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
10:02 PM
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fUry
Assalamualaikum
hI.iTS been a frustrating mornin.woke up late and stuffs. Missed the hi credit module tutorial again today.
ANd during lunch, i was ready to blow up.
Supposed to meet her. Then even before i could start, she blew her top at me first.
Then i was down.
And then an unlikely partnerhood made the war one sided.
The two unlikely partners in crime, the bestfriend and the friend teamed up against me.
Lost.
Just needed to vent out.
but hey it was all good. Sorted some things out.
Hope that tomorrow will be a better day. Ameen!!
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
4:11 PM
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nothing
Assalamualikum
I felt lousy these past few days.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
2:52 PM
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n0tHiNg
Assalamualaikum
faizal.We have been through this oredi.Stop it ok. You are not gonna do it again.
Keep it to yourself.Its not worth it. I know its worth it. I know its hard.
But she does not need to know. No one does.
No one will ever understand.
Is it so wrong to need someone?
Is is wrong to want to be loved?
I am just a deprived child.
I need a hug badly...
I need assurance.
I need love.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
6:18 PM
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