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Faizal Fernandez
16 October 1988
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27 October 2006
Assalamualaikum
hey ho dear bloggie!! i missed u!! u wanna know y i missed u? cos i wanna complain...
its not that i dunt have anyone else...no wait!!! I actually dont!!! except for dear god that is.
I will never be alone when i know i have god. But i feel lonely now.
Literally lonely.Im all alone in the MSS room waiting for the presentation for the OB sabah thingy.
haha!!
ok life is a drag.it was ok.if u made it ok.But inner strength can only bring u to a certain point only. After that,negative stuffs can bring u down.
But you hagve the power to make everything turn the right way up again. but im tired.
Everything has its limit. Well i cant give up now can i?
Yeah well i just want to complain.
People are so corrupted.
People do not cherish things they love. And if they dont then they should not have the liberty to have them at all. Maybe i should be dominant and take away that liberty myself. But being the kind faizal that i know, I guess faizal would say that they deserve an opportunity.
Everybody deserves them.
Well But i just sometimes wish that im being too nice.
So well i do not know.
In me there is a personal struggle going on.
Bleah whatever faizal!!
WEEEEEE
the rest is coming...i thought it would be a drag and seems to me its not.
Better hope its not.
OhOH and anw anw...
SeLaMat HaRi RayE MaAf ZaHiR bAtiN to all my pEepS!!!
Moga salah silap ku diampunkan.
Moga Perbuatan ku yg tk betul yg kat belakang dan kat depan dan kat tepi dan yg tersorok-sorok tu sume harap dapat diampunkan lah ye.
Moga makan dan minum ku semua dapat dihalalkan.
Moga kamu semua dapat bergembira di aidilfitri dengan keluarga yg tersayang.
EnjOICE!!!!!
Assalamualaikum
hey ho dear bloggie!! i missed u!! u wanna know y i missed u? cos i wanna complain...
its not that i dunt have anyone else...no wait!!! I actually dont!!! except for dear god that is.
I will never be alone when i know i have god. But i feel lonely now.
Literally lonely.Im all alone in the MSS room waiting for the presentation for the OB sabah thingy.
haha!!
ok life is a drag.it was ok.if u made it ok.But inner strength can only bring u to a certain point only. After that,negative stuffs can bring u down.
But you hagve the power to make everything turn the right way up again. but im tired.
Everything has its limit. Well i cant give up now can i?
Yeah well i just want to complain.
People are so corrupted.
People do not cherish things they love. And if they dont then they should not have the liberty to have them at all. Maybe i should be dominant and take away that liberty myself. But being the kind faizal that i know, I guess faizal would say that they deserve an opportunity.
Everybody deserves them.
Well But i just sometimes wish that im being too nice.
So well i do not know.
In me there is a personal struggle going on.
Bleah whatever faizal!!
WEEEEEE
the rest is coming...i thought it would be a drag and seems to me its not.
Better hope its not.
OhOH and anw anw...
SeLaMat HaRi RayE MaAf ZaHiR bAtiN to all my pEepS!!!
Moga salah silap ku diampunkan.
Moga Perbuatan ku yg tk betul yg kat belakang dan kat depan dan kat tepi dan yg tersorok-sorok tu sume harap dapat diampunkan lah ye.
Moga makan dan minum ku semua dapat dihalalkan.
Moga kamu semua dapat bergembira di aidilfitri dengan keluarga yg tersayang.
EnjOICE!!!!!
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
5:35 PM
21 October 2006
Assalamualaikum
hey hey lifes been great!!! School is boring as usual but yeah i made it ok. The trip to kampung gelam with the IS class was ok.Different. And next week we are going to some museum. Heh and the day after that!!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!
WEEE!!!!
Its been so fast.Well i guess we all took it a day at a time thats y.
haha cant wait for it...i hope that it will be better than i expected.
Meaning that there will more exciting things in store for me!!!
hahaha!!!
happy advanced selamat hari raya everyone!!!!
Selamat hari raye maaf zahir dan batin!!!
Kepada semua yg mengenali diri ini...ampunilah dosa dosa yang aku telah lakukan dan atas perkara perkara yang dibua depan belakang kat tepi ke mane mane lah.
haha ill save that for later lah...
Assalamualaikum
hey hey lifes been great!!! School is boring as usual but yeah i made it ok. The trip to kampung gelam with the IS class was ok.Different. And next week we are going to some museum. Heh and the day after that!!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!
WEEE!!!!
Its been so fast.Well i guess we all took it a day at a time thats y.
haha cant wait for it...i hope that it will be better than i expected.
Meaning that there will more exciting things in store for me!!!
hahaha!!!
happy advanced selamat hari raya everyone!!!!
Selamat hari raye maaf zahir dan batin!!!
Kepada semua yg mengenali diri ini...ampunilah dosa dosa yang aku telah lakukan dan atas perkara perkara yang dibua depan belakang kat tepi ke mane mane lah.
haha ill save that for later lah...
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
5:17 PM
10 October 2006
Assalamualaikum
Hmm it is really a bummer if u get disappointed.But its a mega bummer if ur the one who disappoints others.Hmm...ok fzal...next time...please dun try to do stupid stuffs.
Dun get emotional.
Let urself get hurt and just shut up.
Assalamualaikum
Hmm it is really a bummer if u get disappointed.But its a mega bummer if ur the one who disappoints others.Hmm...ok fzal...next time...please dun try to do stupid stuffs.
Dun get emotional.
Let urself get hurt and just shut up.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
9:03 PM
Assalamualaikum
The haze looks to be getting worst.Hmm Was late man just now.But it got better than not so good. Well hmmm...I guess my mind is too tired to focus. And so well...hmmm...Had a not so peaceful sleep.The pillow was killing my neck.And that made me toss and turn to adjust the neck and stay within the bed because my body is too long when sleeping horzontally because im sharing it w granny.And she took my pillow tts y.Hmm and made me stay up and well do...And now it seems im tired frm the lack of sleep and the morning exercise and shores.HAh...
i hoped that it isnt so...i must have faith.I believe.And i do not know.SO it should still be excusable.
Niat di hati ingat nk merantau setelah dapat wang tambang bas.Nampaknya niat tk tersampai kerana kena jaga nenek kat rumah.
I should not be thinking.But im too tired to focus to think not to think. Well...
Hmm...i only got thursday to find something for mum.But i doubt i will have the cash to do so either.Well...
The haze looks to be getting worst.Hmm Was late man just now.But it got better than not so good. Well hmmm...I guess my mind is too tired to focus. And so well...hmmm...Had a not so peaceful sleep.The pillow was killing my neck.And that made me toss and turn to adjust the neck and stay within the bed because my body is too long when sleeping horzontally because im sharing it w granny.And she took my pillow tts y.Hmm and made me stay up and well do...And now it seems im tired frm the lack of sleep and the morning exercise and shores.HAh...
i hoped that it isnt so...i must have faith.I believe.And i do not know.SO it should still be excusable.
Niat di hati ingat nk merantau setelah dapat wang tambang bas.Nampaknya niat tk tersampai kerana kena jaga nenek kat rumah.
I should not be thinking.But im too tired to focus to think not to think. Well...
Hmm...i only got thursday to find something for mum.But i doubt i will have the cash to do so either.Well...
Faizal Fernandez
2:15 PM
09 October 2006
Assalamualaikum
I juSt feel like talking about sad moments.No.Sad pasts.Sad but i should say a good thing. Somehow i feel that i miss being in difficult times.Because i know partly that you become better and stronger after difficult times and also not complacent.So when now when trouble is not very near,i become more complacent.Well i do not know what i am saying.haha.
I still remember the time.I think it was 3 years ago.The end of secondary 3 studies.I was working at the slavery company.People who know me should know where that is.
And anyways.That year was not a skip around the playground or a stride along lala land. It was more of a crawling in a deep dark hole sort of thing.Haha!! (actually its quite nice and funny to use metaphors when ur not good at it)
Anyways.AGAIN.I remembered that i was not looking forward to the hari raya celebrations because there were not anything to look forward to.And since i was immersed in my work and wondered if i could add more dough in the sack.So i even thought of working on the first day of hari raya since there were nothing to look forward to and since the pay is double on a public holiday.BUT.My aunt stopped me from doing so.Things changed.But still i guess at least someone was there to remind me there are still things that you can look forward to.
I guess i owed alot to my aunt and grannie.NO! I owe a hell loads of lots to them.
I juSt feel like talking about sad moments.No.Sad pasts.Sad but i should say a good thing. Somehow i feel that i miss being in difficult times.Because i know partly that you become better and stronger after difficult times and also not complacent.So when now when trouble is not very near,i become more complacent.Well i do not know what i am saying.haha.
I still remember the time.I think it was 3 years ago.The end of secondary 3 studies.I was working at the slavery company.People who know me should know where that is.
And anyways.That year was not a skip around the playground or a stride along lala land. It was more of a crawling in a deep dark hole sort of thing.Haha!! (actually its quite nice and funny to use metaphors when ur not good at it)
Anyways.AGAIN.I remembered that i was not looking forward to the hari raya celebrations because there were not anything to look forward to.And since i was immersed in my work and wondered if i could add more dough in the sack.So i even thought of working on the first day of hari raya since there were nothing to look forward to and since the pay is double on a public holiday.BUT.My aunt stopped me from doing so.Things changed.But still i guess at least someone was there to remind me there are still things that you can look forward to.
I guess i owed alot to my aunt and grannie.NO! I owe a hell loads of lots to them.
Faizal Fernandez
1:58 PM
08 October 2006
Assalamualaikum
Yesterday i break fast at 10pm man...tt was the actual meal tt is.Was at home and ate only 2 slices of french toast and drank some tea and went to meet mom at the mrt station and headed our way towards paya lebar mrt station. Alot of ppl. DUhh!! Of course!! What do u expect. Geylang during the fasting month. But i guess that this year's crowd is more forgiving...or rather i was lucky with the crowd yesterday night.Did not really encountered being pushed. WEll partly because the crowd was split into 2.
Anyways saw a couple of familiar faces.A primary school friend.An ex colleague. The freshies.
I was so damn blur when it comes to crowd.It makes me so confused and blur and giddy.
I like geylang but i do not like the crowd.Anyways yesterdays trip was not all that bad.
Had some FUNNY moments and high moments too.
The high moments where i try to avoid people in a funny manner and also dancing to the groovy tunes around. And i cannot dance.So so...figure it out man...
Oh OH OH!! and i met my all time favorite scandal!!
haha!! he was so blur as i was!! and i was even blur!! aha!!
i practically sort of stuttered! ha like a shy person...
wat do u expect...my scandal...
and the last part when we were about to leave...
saw this almost matching suit for the guys and asked for the price...
the stepdad was the nearest and heard the nyonya said 25 bucks for each. We were all already so excited and picked our own and stuffs and then the mum were like asking again for the price and the makcik told it was 95 bucks. And we were like......
DotS.......then she quikly put back the shirts we were holding thinking lowly of us.
in my opinion so rude of her.And then we left.
We had fun laughing it out though.
Anyway i had the feeling that we were not going to get our outfits there at geylang.
So i was right...Went to SS supermarket just now and got our outfits there just now.
Not really my color favor for this year.But it was ok.My outfit is small though.
Well anyway in the future...i will get my fair share of being the leader to decide what color to wear this year or that year of raye...hopefully...
INSYA'ALLAH...
Assalamualaikum
Yesterday i break fast at 10pm man...tt was the actual meal tt is.Was at home and ate only 2 slices of french toast and drank some tea and went to meet mom at the mrt station and headed our way towards paya lebar mrt station. Alot of ppl. DUhh!! Of course!! What do u expect. Geylang during the fasting month. But i guess that this year's crowd is more forgiving...or rather i was lucky with the crowd yesterday night.Did not really encountered being pushed. WEll partly because the crowd was split into 2.
Anyways saw a couple of familiar faces.A primary school friend.An ex colleague. The freshies.
I was so damn blur when it comes to crowd.It makes me so confused and blur and giddy.
I like geylang but i do not like the crowd.Anyways yesterdays trip was not all that bad.
Had some FUNNY moments and high moments too.
The high moments where i try to avoid people in a funny manner and also dancing to the groovy tunes around. And i cannot dance.So so...figure it out man...
Oh OH OH!! and i met my all time favorite scandal!!
haha!! he was so blur as i was!! and i was even blur!! aha!!
i practically sort of stuttered! ha like a shy person...
wat do u expect...my scandal...
and the last part when we were about to leave...
saw this almost matching suit for the guys and asked for the price...
the stepdad was the nearest and heard the nyonya said 25 bucks for each. We were all already so excited and picked our own and stuffs and then the mum were like asking again for the price and the makcik told it was 95 bucks. And we were like......
DotS.......then she quikly put back the shirts we were holding thinking lowly of us.
in my opinion so rude of her.And then we left.
We had fun laughing it out though.
Anyway i had the feeling that we were not going to get our outfits there at geylang.
So i was right...Went to SS supermarket just now and got our outfits there just now.
Not really my color favor for this year.But it was ok.My outfit is small though.
Well anyway in the future...i will get my fair share of being the leader to decide what color to wear this year or that year of raye...hopefully...
INSYA'ALLAH...
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
4:44 PM
06 October 2006
Assalamualaikum
Heys!! Today...was such a terrible day...
I felt like crap...GOsh..it cant get any worst...
God...have mercy on my soul...
God...have mercy on ur weak slave...
PLease give me strength...
ASsalamualaikum
Heys!! Today...was such a terrible day...
I felt like crap...GOsh..it cant get any worst...
God...have mercy on my soul...
God...have mercy on ur weak slave...
PLease give me strength...
ASsalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
8:32 PM
05 October 2006
Assalamualaikum
I think this blogger thing...the colour of the font is damaged or something...
cos when i post it in different colors...it will turn up red...
Anyway...i think that this has been the hardest fasting month yet...
sad to say that...but it has been full of tough challenges that i need to overcome which requires and overwhelming amount of patience...
Assalamualaikum
I think this blogger thing...the colour of the font is damaged or something...
cos when i post it in different colors...it will turn up red...
Anyway...i think that this has been the hardest fasting month yet...
sad to say that...but it has been full of tough challenges that i need to overcome which requires and overwhelming amount of patience...
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
11:05 AM
04 October 2006
Assalamualaikum
Hey i think it was a bad move.
The fists hurt real bad.
But then but then the pain is bearable and the pain is not what im worried about.
Its the liquid-y feeling that you feel at the knuckles where it sort of feel that watery feeling around the joints where its like a damaged arthritis-like feeling.
Argh...wrong move.
Assalamualaikum
Hey i think it was a bad move.
The fists hurt real bad.
But then but then the pain is bearable and the pain is not what im worried about.
Its the liquid-y feeling that you feel at the knuckles where it sort of feel that watery feeling around the joints where its like a damaged arthritis-like feeling.
Argh...wrong move.
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
2:30 PM
02 October 2006
Assalamualaikum
Arghh arghhh!! Shooto!!
I ve been too busy selfishly thinking about some stuffs...problems
and also trying to forget about my birthday that i forgot all about my mums bdae too!!
Our birthdays are 3 days apart,3 days before, and she shares it with the aunt that im very close with.ShoOto!!
Erm ok...on the 13...well i will get my concession on the erm...11 of october...
shooto!! that means that i will only have 2 to 3 days to find a present for her...
Shooto!!
ASsalamualaikum
Arghh arghhh!! Shooto!!
I ve been too busy selfishly thinking about some stuffs...problems
and also trying to forget about my birthday that i forgot all about my mums bdae too!!
Our birthdays are 3 days apart,3 days before, and she shares it with the aunt that im very close with.ShoOto!!
Erm ok...on the 13...well i will get my concession on the erm...11 of october...
shooto!! that means that i will only have 2 to 3 days to find a present for her...
Shooto!!
ASsalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
10:34 AM
01 October 2006
Assalamualaikum
Hey ho!! i ve been up all morning and my it has got me goin hi babeh!!
And god knows what i had been doing just now man...
First i was just listening to the radio and stuffs and reading some letter...
then took some pictures of stuffs and found out something...will post that one in a while...
and when im high...wow!!
amazing!! running around the house!! seriously!! walking around...doing stuffs...
handstands...lame workouts...thinking about silat and doing a few moves...
it did not stop me man...i was tired and breathless...but a few mins rest and boom to the next whatever lame thing i could do.
Even cartoons made me feel restless.I mean...usually they would get me excited and u know when advertisements came,i would be waiting.
But when ur high...gosh!! Adverts are like boredom that is deadly and can kill!!
hahaha...well...got that figured out...
ran around the house tiring myself...
when ur high...u wanna sleep but ur body can still move...even using more energy than when u have enough sleep...
bleargh...
ANyway anyway...
I have to say...SADLY...
THESE are my achievements!! They are not much...
but im proud of it...Well...i wish i could get more...
Hey ho!! i ve been up all morning and my it has got me goin hi babeh!!
And god knows what i had been doing just now man...
First i was just listening to the radio and stuffs and reading some letter...
then took some pictures of stuffs and found out something...will post that one in a while...
and when im high...wow!!
amazing!! running around the house!! seriously!! walking around...doing stuffs...
handstands...lame workouts...thinking about silat and doing a few moves...
it did not stop me man...i was tired and breathless...but a few mins rest and boom to the next whatever lame thing i could do.
Even cartoons made me feel restless.I mean...usually they would get me excited and u know when advertisements came,i would be waiting.
But when ur high...gosh!! Adverts are like boredom that is deadly and can kill!!
hahaha...well...got that figured out...
ran around the house tiring myself...
when ur high...u wanna sleep but ur body can still move...even using more energy than when u have enough sleep...
bleargh...
ANyway anyway...
I have to say...SADLY...
THESE are my achievements!! They are not much...
but im proud of it...Well...i wish i could get more...
ONe Silver trophy and 2 silver medals!!
First up...
A silver trophy won in primary school as the runner up.
An inter house soccer tournament which i did not contribute much and played as the defender.
It was back in 2000 when i was in primary 6, a proud Greenridgean!!
An inter house soccer tournament which i did not contribute much and played as the defender.
It was back in 2000 when i was in primary 6, a proud Greenridgean!!
Next up...
A silver medal won during secondary school in a
local hockey tournament under 15, pesta sukan, in 2003, plate category.
PLayed as a rookie "hocker" and well...it got my hopes up.
This was in 2003 representing fajar secondary.
A silver medal won during secondary school in a
local hockey tournament under 15, pesta sukan, in 2003, plate category.
PLayed as a rookie "hocker" and well...it got my hopes up.
This was in 2003 representing fajar secondary.
Last for now but not the very least and not the very last i hope...
Another silver medal won recently in the
inter-varsity silat championship early this year in 2006.
Represented Ngee Ann Polytechnic as a Year 2 CBE student.
I should be proud of myself as a first timer and a rookie!!
PLus...i remembered that i was under the weather on that finals!!
Well well...anyway anyway...
If u guys had paid attention...
you would definitely have noticed THAT...
FIRST
i only won these erm...trophies or medals...or rather i only achieved these only
EVERY 3 years!!! haha!! see...2000,2003 & 2006!!
and SECOND...
All the 3 achievements are SILVER!!!
I guess well...i guess my fortune comes every 3 years??? haha
where my luck is there...
AS for the silver...i guess i do not really favour gold...so makcik-ish!!! haha...
silver is more blink blink!!! ahaha...
see what happens when im high...hahaha!!
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
1:55 PM
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