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Faizal Fernandez
16 October 1988
yamakasi_sittingbull@hotmail.com
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19 May 2006
Assalamualaikum
hey hey...here i am after so long...BUSY as always...
Anw anw...just some thoughts...i just wish i could restart this semester, this year, and amend the things that i did not do well. BEcause i seriously think that i was not prepared mentally for school after like 2 months rotting at home during the holidays. And then, its like i had a busy week before school reopened and an EXTRA super busy 2 weeks after that.
I guessed that was what that threw me off, what threw off my nice ideal start. It has been pretty bumpy after that. Much projects here and there, silat trainings plus extra sessions of them, causing me to fall sick.
Its like so sucky that i feel guilty because i did not really contribute to some of the projects and reports that i am usually so commited about. I mean, i dun really feel myself. I feel lazy. I mean its not that i did not ENTIRELY do NOTHING. I contributed something...but i guess that something is not good enough for me...not for myself.
And its like im lagging in my modules too. The usual me would atleast pay attention in lectures even though i did not want to. Now, its like im BOLD enough to just sit there and do my own business and simply hearing NOTHING out of the lecturers' mouth because i do not even have some of the notes. And so, i did not bother to copy down anything as well...
Had a stupid 1-question-1%-of-the-whole-module-test, and dumb me dun even know how to do it because i dint pay attention in that modules' lectures. Screw that paper...
Anw...yeah ive been lagging in my modules and im jus simply lazy...
Im losing my steam...i Dint even start with full steam man...argh...
jus simply tired.havent been gymming for so long like a couple of months already now...
I need something that can freshen my mind up man...hopefully it wunt be cigarettes or smtg worst...
I wish i could just turn back time and changed things for the better, what i needed, taking my own sweet time to complete what i needed to do and so on...
My ultimate goal-create a time-machine.
Then use it to do what i need to do, go through happy moments maybe a couple of times and going through bitter moments never...and so on...
yeah so i guess thats just it...hmm...hit ya again soon some time...
Assalamualaikum
hey hey...here i am after so long...BUSY as always...
Anw anw...just some thoughts...i just wish i could restart this semester, this year, and amend the things that i did not do well. BEcause i seriously think that i was not prepared mentally for school after like 2 months rotting at home during the holidays. And then, its like i had a busy week before school reopened and an EXTRA super busy 2 weeks after that.
I guessed that was what that threw me off, what threw off my nice ideal start. It has been pretty bumpy after that. Much projects here and there, silat trainings plus extra sessions of them, causing me to fall sick.
Its like so sucky that i feel guilty because i did not really contribute to some of the projects and reports that i am usually so commited about. I mean, i dun really feel myself. I feel lazy. I mean its not that i did not ENTIRELY do NOTHING. I contributed something...but i guess that something is not good enough for me...not for myself.
And its like im lagging in my modules too. The usual me would atleast pay attention in lectures even though i did not want to. Now, its like im BOLD enough to just sit there and do my own business and simply hearing NOTHING out of the lecturers' mouth because i do not even have some of the notes. And so, i did not bother to copy down anything as well...
Had a stupid 1-question-1%-of-the-whole-module-test, and dumb me dun even know how to do it because i dint pay attention in that modules' lectures. Screw that paper...
Anw...yeah ive been lagging in my modules and im jus simply lazy...
Im losing my steam...i Dint even start with full steam man...argh...
jus simply tired.havent been gymming for so long like a couple of months already now...
I need something that can freshen my mind up man...hopefully it wunt be cigarettes or smtg worst...
I wish i could just turn back time and changed things for the better, what i needed, taking my own sweet time to complete what i needed to do and so on...
My ultimate goal-create a time-machine.
Then use it to do what i need to do, go through happy moments maybe a couple of times and going through bitter moments never...and so on...
yeah so i guess thats just it...hmm...hit ya again soon some time...
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
8:39 PM
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