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Hey hey...tried to do some assignments but as usual...hah need i explain more??

Anw anw i was chatting with some of my friends today...made one new fren today and gave tt person some advices. And talked to this another friend of mine, and gave her some advices abouth GIVING and SINCERITY...which were inter related...
Little that i know, i realised that not only was i advising her, i was advising myself too. It was more to just a matter of reminding myself i guess. Reminder of what i went throught and how i got over it and so on...I guess what i hoped from that friend of mine was a mere reflection or what she is facing herself.

BUt after i realised what i was saying...i guessed i had to smile.
Oh well...that is why i liked giving advises to my friends, it not only hepls them, it helps me too. Because, i think i am the one who needs help. But some ppl or some of my frens rather refuse to share...so what can i do?haha...nothing simply...
haha...at the end of the day, they get cheered up and smile...I smile too...

SpReAd tHe LoVe EvEryOnE...SmiLe ALwAyS!!

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Assalamualaikum
hey hey...here i am after so long...BUSY as always...

Anw anw...just some thoughts...i just wish i could restart this semester, this year, and amend the things that i did not do well. BEcause i seriously think that i was not prepared mentally for school after like 2 months rotting at home during the holidays. And then, its like i had a busy week before school reopened and an EXTRA super busy 2 weeks after that.
I guessed that was what that threw me off, what threw off my nice ideal start. It has been pretty bumpy after that. Much projects here and there, silat trainings plus extra sessions of them, causing me to fall sick.
Its like so sucky that i feel guilty because i did not really contribute to some of the projects and reports that i am usually so commited about. I mean, i dun really feel myself. I feel lazy. I mean its not that i did not ENTIRELY do NOTHING. I contributed something...but i guess that something is not good enough for me...not for myself.
And its like im lagging in my modules too. The usual me would atleast pay attention in lectures even though i did not want to. Now, its like im BOLD enough to just sit there and do my own business and simply hearing NOTHING out of the lecturers' mouth because i do not even have some of the notes. And so, i did not bother to copy down anything as well...
Had a stupid 1-question-1%-of-the-whole-module-test, and dumb me dun even know how to do it because i dint pay attention in that modules' lectures. Screw that paper...
Anw...yeah ive been lagging in my modules and im jus simply lazy...
Im losing my steam...i Dint even start with full steam man...argh...
jus simply tired.havent been gymming for so long like a couple of months already now...
I need something that can freshen my mind up man...hopefully it wunt be cigarettes or smtg worst...

I wish i could just turn back time and changed things for the better, what i needed, taking my own sweet time to complete what i needed to do and so on...
My ultimate goal-create a time-machine.
Then use it to do what i need to do, go through happy moments maybe a couple of times and going through bitter moments never...and so on...

yeah so i guess thats just it...hmm...hit ya again soon some time...

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Assalamualaikum
Hi there!! Been very busy like i never was in my whole entire life and im afraid this is just the beginning...And now i got this very super duper nasty flu...
hate this lah...I dunnoe what else to say...
I wanna quit ganda lah...i seriously got to focus on my academics...
I had missing out on them and tests as well as exams are coming and i seriously dun want to stay back another year for some modules...
Please help me...
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heys...i think its better to forget about part two lah.Too much to remember, not to mention to type as well. What i know is that i ve been very busy and plus this upcoming IVP for silat. AIYO!! Pening kepale...isha asked me to come down for extra training...im oredi so tired leh...
Im not just lying on the bed resting after transporting the bed here to my home from my aunt's.
Having this flu...alermak sianz lah.
Having lots of tutorials and projects that im supposed to do...argh...i promised myself tt i wud start today,or rather yesterday!! but then but then dunnoe wat happen lah...ytd was online for awhile den go Sheng Siong...today transport the bed here.Should be free now but im too lazy and tired and sick to do anything...
I am so busy nowadays tt im too lazy too blog in sia...hahaha
Well i never thought i would be focused on academic matters no matter how i priotised sports and friendship on top of my list,but the fact is...im taking academics SERIOUSLY!! can u believe it?
haha!!and im quite busy becos of tt...
oh man i dun even know wat im saying...im confused lah dei...
alermak alermak...better stop now...

ill try to blog in as often as possible aites...take cares!!

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Assalamualaikum
Hey hey peeps!! Sorry for not updating...haha!!I have been very VERY very VERY busy these past few week.Ok for now i forgot what i wanted to write already cos theres too much...