Assalamualaikum This post would be like a tribute to my dear friend, Nawira. About yesterday, i never realised how much you overlooked on the stuff that i asked you to ignore but then things already happened and i also never realised that you actually said that i was on her side even though i, in my heart, exactly know that i was no on her side and also that i cared MUCH MUCH more about you than her. I guess i should be disappointed that you never saw that. I am siding her?? I mean i made the effort to contact and try to stay intact but i never really did that with her. I had always cared about you and concerned about you. Realisations realisations. With that i knew that OBVIOUSLY yeah i am sure you would agree to this that i had been taking you for granted of you for everytime i contact you i guess. I am so GLAD and GRATEFUL for all your kindness for all this time and being patient with all my...erm...ya should know right. It maybe too much for words but THANK YOU is all that i can say. Hmm...what i wanted to say just now had disappeared,most of it anyway. But after yesterday and now...i am feeling so much better. I AM GAY!!**
(** means that the word GAY has 2 different meanings -a guy who is not straight and goes for other guys -being happy and joyful!! for those idiots out there, I am straight and I am happy!!)