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Faizal Fernandez
16 October 1988
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16 March 2006
Assalamualaikum...
Hmm ive been on the net since like 11+ in the mornin jus now...and things arent tt pleasant. I read her blog and some sort got to know the real her as in shes a lil similar to me and how i feel and also sumwhat diff frm wat i expected...some things i read really belittled myself and also what i stand for.
NOt only jus tt,i think tt all my efforts are nvr goin to be fruitful.I am nvr goin to be good enough. For her,not anyone i guess.I tried my best to be someone respectful and someone whom others can appreciate for being an Individual whom care for others,whom made a great impact for the kindness ive shown and so on. Sometimes i believe tt its better for me to become a BAD person and let lose of the evil inside of me so tt i can become the total opposite and make everyone in this life hate me.Maybe i can make a diference in other ppls life by being evil than nice cos its definitely not easy to be nice and be the hero jus like in the movie spiderman.I sometimes believe tt my life is similar as the fate as peter parkers' altho im living in REALITY and i do not have any special powers...
wait ah...i dunnoe how this blogspot actually werks ar...brb...
okok...im back...i got my own blogspot address wrong!! ahakz!!
anw anw...haiz i dun think she will even like me lah.There is not even a glimpse of hopelah.
haiz...i jus dunnoe wat to do w myself.What i had ever had is only INFATUATION i guess. Maybe LOVE is both ways and so far after 17 years and 5 mths and counting of life, it has never been both ways...so sad...Please help me someone...i guess i better be leaving now...
Assalamualaikum
Hmm ive been on the net since like 11+ in the mornin jus now...and things arent tt pleasant. I read her blog and some sort got to know the real her as in shes a lil similar to me and how i feel and also sumwhat diff frm wat i expected...some things i read really belittled myself and also what i stand for.
NOt only jus tt,i think tt all my efforts are nvr goin to be fruitful.I am nvr goin to be good enough. For her,not anyone i guess.I tried my best to be someone respectful and someone whom others can appreciate for being an Individual whom care for others,whom made a great impact for the kindness ive shown and so on. Sometimes i believe tt its better for me to become a BAD person and let lose of the evil inside of me so tt i can become the total opposite and make everyone in this life hate me.Maybe i can make a diference in other ppls life by being evil than nice cos its definitely not easy to be nice and be the hero jus like in the movie spiderman.I sometimes believe tt my life is similar as the fate as peter parkers' altho im living in REALITY and i do not have any special powers...
wait ah...i dunnoe how this blogspot actually werks ar...brb...
okok...im back...i got my own blogspot address wrong!! ahakz!!
anw anw...haiz i dun think she will even like me lah.There is not even a glimpse of hopelah.
haiz...i jus dunnoe wat to do w myself.What i had ever had is only INFATUATION i guess. Maybe LOVE is both ways and so far after 17 years and 5 mths and counting of life, it has never been both ways...so sad...Please help me someone...i guess i better be leaving now...
Assalamualaikum
Faizal Fernandez
2:24 PM
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